to get used to eating normally.
I have been eating normally the past few days. Not normal foods, but normal portions.
And it is hard.
It is hard to deny the voice in my head that tells me that now I’m fat because I’m eating more. The disappointment I feel in myself. It is hard to make that go away.
This feels like a game of balance. Of learning to listen to my body. Of not binge-ing, but not starving.
This is hard.
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alwaysgointhewater said:
Stay strong, hon, you’re BEAUTIFUL! Really, it’s so great of you just to make the effort. I believe in you! xxo
dontfeedthedolls posted this
Elle. 20. Washington DC. college student.
I had an eating disorder. I'm dealing with it now in a way that I feel like I can say "had." I'm learning to love myself and appreciate my body. You can too.
